I don't know if anybody will read this but if they do I... I feel like... well... I'd like to leave this world now... In real life I have nobody, I try to be strong but why?, I have no family, friend's, nobody. I'm on the street's, I've been trying my hardest but it's not changing anything inside or out. I have a dream but... I know that it wont happen. I meet people once in a great while online who I think care and stuff but... I don't know... I messaged body on Devaintart who was was one of my first and best online friends and more but no reply... I wonder what happened between us... I have one person still online that I know but... I know they don't need me and will be just fine and hopefully go far... I just want to die, I'm ready to leave. I don't know what's after death but hopefully it's nice. I hurt here everyday, I try helping people as much as I can and helping myself but... I just can't go on, the pain, depression, and sadness is too much... I want to Die.
Sorry you're feeling this way. I ain't the happiest either but it's important to keep pushing on regardless, every now and again things become a bit less bad.
Don't give up ! There are people out there rooting for you. Things can always get better.